Pain Paints Paintings - Dax

LexNour

Pendo killed the beat

All the pain and the dead weight

That I've mastered is calling me sensei

I've been trippin' so much, I need free mind

Like the thoughts in my head are expense-paid

Every time that they look me in my eyes

They see anger engulfed in a dense flame

That could burn down a city of lost souls

And then circle the earth in like ten days

You don't know what I been through

You couldn't even guess (Guess)

I was lost in a state of mind

You couldn't find if I gave an address (Address)

I was givin' them FaceTime

But the time faced was a non-connect (Connect)

I've been on to the next move

They all check mine like we playin' chess

Fuck you, man it's no regrets

I been there and I won't forget (Forget)

I know what it feels like to get shit on and get no respect (I know)

When the people you love don't believe until they see a check (Yeah)

So I'm throwin' the peace sign

In the meantime, man, I must confess

Fuck you, man, it's no regrets

I'm off that

I said that I been that

I said I was comin', I pulled right up on 'em

And now I'ma spin back (Skrrt)

I'm in emergenc-y, dispatch

So when I arrive in the room I get pushed to the front with no kick back, yeah

You cannot minimize every second and every minute I'm workin' (I'm workin')

I see the tweets, but I know you ain't eatin', because you can't eat if you chirpin'

All of the pain that I burden is one of a kind and two for certain

Three of four, the most important reasons why my raps are sermons

Fourth, I'm learnin' to cope with the pain while I navigate fame

I paint these paintings painfully right on my window pane

The blood that spills is tainted, stained and filled with my disdain

The strokes evoke that burnin' flame

That circles earth in all my rage

And washes souls who've lost their way

You don't know what I been through

You couldn't even guess (Guess)

I was lost in a state of mind

You couldn't find if I gave an address (Address)

I was givin' them FaceTime

But the time faced was a non-connect (Connect)

I've been on to the next move

They all check mine like we playin' chess

Fuck you, man it's no regrets

You don't know what I been through

You couldn't even guess (Guess)

I was lost in a state of mind

You couldn't find if I gave an address (Address)

I was givin' them FaceTime

But the time faced was a non-connect (Connect)

I've been on to the next move

They all check mine like we playin' chess

Fuck you, man it's no regrets

So keep checkin' (Please), I cut 'em like C-sections (Facts)

I ain't fuckin' with pussies, you come out the stomach and then it's a beheadin', yeah

We don’t relate, I’ve aborted the fake and the rest of you weak tenants

Get adopted or I’m drinking poison and prayin' to God

The birth is a miscarriage, fuck

Bitch, I’m a sinner, my blood is the paint, you can get baptized

I remember the days I was nothin' and I got 'em stored in my mind like a flashdrive, yeah

I see the fear in they eyes when I speak, and I know as I pass by, yeah

That life is a bitch and I’m fuckin' her raw and it’s straight in the backside, yeah

I make a move, they checkin' me on top, so they can’t get a ahead of me

Stirrin' the pot, I'm in the stud', writin' a mix and I got the recipe

My pain is the source of energy

No shortcuts headed to destiny

Ain't gotta cheque, don’t even check for me

You can get lost like an identity

My thoughts roam, my GPS is the pain from the past that I cannot heal

And when I write these words, they drive my brain to a place that I cannot feel

My emotions spring then fall, the seasons change and then reveal

That all my pain was just the focus needed, used to the steer the wheel

You don't know what I been through

You couldn't even guess (Guess)

I was lost in a state of mind

You couldn't find if I gave an address (Address)

I was givin' them FaceTime

But the time faced was a non-connect (Connect)

I've been on to the next move

They all check mine like we playin' chess

Fuck you, man it's no regrets

You don't know what I been through

You couldn't even guess (Guess)

I was lost in a state of mind

You couldn't find if I gave an address (Address)

I was givin' them FaceTime

But the time faced was a non-connect (Connect)

I've been on to the next move

They all check mine like we playin' chess

Fuck you, man it's no regrets