Hyperfixations - Catie Turner

Starved oxytocin

I fear my body is broken

Even hands that are well spoken

End up feeling corrosive

Find it hard to get in it

When I’m focused on hip dips

Legs wrapped around their opinion

I’m everywhere but the present

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go

Am I doing this bad?

Am I doing it right?

Are my veins too purple?

Are my eyes too tired?

Are they bored? should I ask? I don’t wanna know

There I go again with my hyperfixations

Am I easy to like?

Are we all gonna die?

I know the answer is yes, but before it’s the time

Fear a future with brains on a hard drive

There I go again with my hyperfixations

White-out emotion

Pick words that aren’t really chosen

Near rhyme yourself out the moment

Analysis leaves you frozen

It’s free real estate

There’s no right time right place

Untidy, cluttered dome space

Museum of adolescent headaches

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go

Am I doing this bad?

Am I doing it right?

Did I peak at 17, now I’m on the decline?

Pull hair, grind teeth, hate how I write

There I go again with my hyperfixations

Am I easy to like?

Are we all gonna die?

Know the answer is yes, but before it’s the time

Fear of space, orbit breaks, burn in the sun

There I go again with my hyperfixations

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go again with my hyperfixations

Starved oxytocin

I fear my body is broken

Even hands that are well spoken

End up feeling corrosive

Starved oxytocin

I fear my body is broken

Even hands that are well spoken

End up feeling corrosive

Am I doing this bad?

Am I doing it right?

Are my veins too purple?

Are my eyes too tired?

Are they bored? should I ask? I don’t wanna know

There I go again with my hyperfixations

Am I easy to like?

Are we all gonna die?

I know the answer is yes, but before it’s the time

Fear a future with brains on a hard drive

There I go again with my hyperfixations

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go, go, go, there I go again

There I go again with my hyperfixations