Empty - Catie Turner

Absentmindedly sayin' affirmations

Try to smother all the negative vibrations

Three years of CBT, sometimes twice a week

Healin' must've thought I wasn't worthy to receive

Guess I'm payin' up my karmic reparations

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Fell on top the sword of unattained perfection

Still tried, even when I saw the rows of skeletons

The stock in what I'm worth, inflates with the hurt

Got a healthy appetite to eat my just desserts

I'm an anemic, former bulimic, hell of a demon

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Out of alignment don’t know

If I was ever inside it

But, oh, what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Imagination, won't you come in

You left when I was a child, I never saw you again

Foldin' over, mindless fodder

Same old feelin' sorry for myself to which I contend

Imagination, won't you come in

You left when I was a child, I never saw you again

Foldin' over, mindless fodder

Same old feelin' sorry for myself to which I contend

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Stuck in the in-between

Of burnout and apathy

And what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty

Out of alignment don’t know

If I was ever inside it

But, oh, what a joy it'd bring

If I could feel all the way empty