X & CUD - Kid Cudi ft. XXXTENTACION

The pain in my heart just won't end

The words that I find just don't seem to compare

Awaitin' my death in the end

Alone, I must seek out the end to begin

Mind is the maze thinkin' 'bout what I can't change

Devil's on my head and I don't want to worry my friends

They told me, "Say somethin'," don't think they'd understand

Momma truly gets when my daddy left, the wound, it ain't mend

Livin' out a life surrounded by lies, I try, I know

Sayin' goodbye, but you're stuck in my mind, the sun done went away, oh

Heaven, she knows I try, burn this blunt of mine, oh, with teary eyes

Search and you will find you, yeah, ay-oh

So nobody wants death 'cause nobody wants life to end

I'm the only one stressed and the only one tired of havin' fake friends

Faced my fears, can't keep love at all

Will he cower? Never, ever, Cleveland City

Born a grinder, watch him ripping, can't stop him

Came in filthy, double O'a, reppin' for 'em

Keep a flow up, bumpin' Camp L'oa, Cud Lucini

Boy in the gritty city, this nigga had his Wheaties, huh

Runnin' my mission, love, and God had looked out

Them niggas lungin', dawg, don't care about y'all

See, I'm off and I'm finna soar, I'm goin' high up

You can't tell me nothin', you could never

In my varsity sleeves, leather, know I do it better

And these things, it seems, pile up on me heavily

So I just need my blunt and my girl to cuddle and love

I'm done with that deal, got Nikes back on my heels

Call up my nigga, Sil, world tourin', pack up, we kill

And it's pictures on reels, we gettin' it poppin', no pills

You see they jockin' 'em still, nigga, I'm doin' it ill