TO FEEL ALIVE - Kali Uchis

I just wanna feel somethin'

I just wanna feel somethin'
Yeah, yeah-yeah, hey
Hey, hey-hey, hey

I loved you well just for you to turn to an enemy

I love the smell of you burning your last bridge with me
I love it, yeah, I love it
I love it, yeah, I love it

Whatever makes you happy (Makes you happy)
That's all that ever mattered (Ever mattered)
And I was raised to give my thanks and hold my baby down (Hold you down)

That wasn't enough
No, it wasn't enough
'Cause it's never enough, never enough

I let them crucify me
I carry my head down, humble
Some people get their kicks just steppin' on your dreams, I know it

Kick me while I'm down
And still, I get up
Yeah, still, I get up, every day, I get up

How can I give a damn when I don't give a fuck?
All of the things I've lost, all I can do is love
'Cause I'm a rebel, baby, I don't play like I should
You held the shovel, baby, buried me in the dirt

I never been a Saint, baby, how does a sinner taste?
Don't believe what I read, got my own mind to think
Guess I'm a misfit, baby, they won't love all of me

I'm not the perfect pretty girl up on the magazine
With no opinions, so trust my all and wave
She'll never show her heart and they'll all call her brave

I miss my family, things will never be the same
To all the people that we lost, I'm screaming, "Rest in peace"
Oh

I just wanna feel somethin'

I just wanna feel somethin'
I just wanna feel somethin'
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel somethin'
I just wanna feel somethin'
I just wanna feel somethin'
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive