Runnin’ Away - Merkules ft. DIZZYISDEAD

Another Sunday morning and my life feel like a rerun
No one really gets me, but I swear to God this weed does
I dealt with OCD since like 14 cause I'm a Libra
After Dr. Phil, I took some pills out in Ibiza
I'm questioning myself, so I'm the one I'll sabotage
Watch me fake a smile every time they turn the camera on
Scars on my arms, so I never take this jacket off
Focused on the future, I don't talk about my past at all
So tell me what's the point? I'm selfish and annoying
I just called my plug and told them help me to avoid
Please tell me something new that I can use, don't tell my boys
I turn the TV on and all I saw was white noise

Please keep it on the down low
Don't try calling, all you're going to hear is the dial tone
Leave a message at the beep
You can send a text that I won't read
Because I'm still running away
Because I'm still running away

Silence all my calls
Turn on my depression
I always seen the flaw but I never learned a lesson
Don't know how to love, nobody told me how
But I can almost fill that void by getting half a bottle down
Shut the blinds and turn the lights off
What the fuck's a night off?
Someone take my keys, cause I'm already a write-off
Where did all my friends go?
I hope I still had some laughs
I'm getting sick of sunrise, just looking like a sunset
Baby, I'm a dirtbag, you don't gotta tell me
How can I help you? I can't even help me
I'm, I'm fit, I'm well and unhealthy
So I guess I'll keep running away

Please keep it on the down low
Don't try calling, all you're going to hear is the dial tone
Leave a message at the beep
You can send a text that I won't read
Because I'm still running away
Because I'm still running away