Really Mean It - Katherine Li

Here I go again
I'm falling head over heels, oh, how could I not when
You keep breathing? But
In my defense (In my defense)
What did you think would happen
When we're standing in the same room?

Oh, all of this is out of my control

I should probably do more than just
Stare across the room but I swear
You looked at me different
Your eyes were open, and you were blinking
Am I crazy or is that just normal?
I hate how you could be so formal
You hold the door like you really mean it
Do you not see it? You're standing so close
How could you not know?

Here I go again
I'm turning a nice thing you said to a moment
That you would forget
When I see you 'round
Seems like it's all on purpose
Like you heard that I'd be there

Oh, all of this is out of my control

I should probably do more than just
Stare across the room but I swear
You looked at me different
Your eyes were open, and you were blinking
Am I crazy or is that just normal?
I hate how you could be so formal
You hold the door like you really mean it
Do you not see it? You're standing so close
How could you not—

When you blink, when you breathe
When you get up to leave
I think it's all for me
When you smile, when you cry
When you dream every night
Is it 'cause of me?
When you're here, when you're gone
When we like the same songs
I swear we're meant to be
When you walk, when you talk
When you're deep in thought
I bet you're thinking of me

I should probably do more than just
Stare across the room but I swear
You looked at me different
Your eyes were open, and you were blinking
How could you not know?