Memories - YUNGBLUD ft. ["WILLOW"]

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain

Every time I fall asleep, I know
I'll wake up alone, I'll wake up alone
Dreams of you, wrapped around my throat
I think I'm gonna choke, I think I'm gonna choke

Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' through the dark
Watch me run a little more
'Cause when I said forever, I meant forever now

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain

I never wanted to cry, I always thought I would make it right
But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead
"Pontificating hypocrite," is what you said
When my heart breaks just a little bit, I wanna drop dead
I don't wanna concede or call my fantasies make-believe
Holding tightly to the task at hand
When I really should be focusing to learn and understand
But I bury all the tragedy with sand

Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' to my car
I can't fuckin' cry in front of her
When I said forever, I meant forever now

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories I know
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain

I wish I could just let go (Just let go)
Of all the memories I know (I know)
Of all the memories I know
But they're still stuck in my brain