Lost The Love - BigXthaPlug

(Ayo, Sheff)

I wonder why it always seems to rain

When I have lost the love, I have lost the love

I have lost the love

Low it's my heart paining

Ayy

I done lost all the love that I had for these niggas

Be real, I been thinkin' 'bout spazzin' on niggas

These bitches be weird, always naggin' a nigga

But quick to ask for some cash from a nigga

Sometimes I be wishin' a nigga ain't make it

'Cause this shit gets rough, but the bag a lil' different

Sometimes I just want to wake up and go missin'

But this shit hit different, not average, nigga

Eighty somethin' shows in a year, I been gettin'

In that cell, had a vision, got out on a mission

Since I was sixteen, ain't gon' lie, I been Cripping and hittin'

Go ask BigX, standin' on business

Got hammered back double up and start givin'

Then they start trippin', I hope that you listen

These niggas is grimey they want how you livin'

No lovin' these women, they lookin' for trickin'

Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?

Where was these folks when my pockets was empty?

Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin'?

How you gon' want what I got but ain't did it?

My family gon' call when they broke and I get it

As soon as tell 'em no once you the villain

Not once did they check on my son and I'm chilli'

Depressed, I can't be with my boy every minute

I fell out with my brother, that shit hurt my spirit

But we all gotta learn, hope he change and start listenin'

Hope that he keeps his pole on him, they spinnin'

The life that he livin', I know that he sinnin'

I got two lil' girls on the way, I be trippin'

So scarred from the love that I dub all these women

So God gave me two, now I'm seein' it vivid

I get it a thousand more reasons for livin'

Know that I want to check out and just give it up

How I got all these problem? I'm rich as fuck

Hoes don’t want love, all these hoes want a tummy tuck

These niggas ain't gangster just mad that they just broke as fuck

Ease the pain when I drink out that double cup

Only time that I'm hurt when I sober up

Smile in your face, but I swear that's a cover up

Rappin' my pain, this the shit that y'all wanted

Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?

Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?

Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin'?

How you gon' want what I got ain't did it?

I have lost the love

Low it's my heart paining