If You Ever Leave Me I’m Going to Kill Myself - Evulva ft. Evulva

I turn the lights off, so you can't see me

I take my clothes off, I hear you breathing

This is your night off, you've been out drinking

Wanna get you off, so I can get off easy

Then the lights go on and your wife is home

And the screaming never stops

Baby, I'll never let you go

And when you think you are, you're never alone

It's you and me, boy, I'll be your toy, boy

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

I see you're not home again today

I bet tonight when I arrive you'll be away

But when I close my eyes, I see you clear

You touch my ass, but it's just my hand, a lie

Then the lights go on and your wife is home

And the screaming never stops

Baby, I'll never let you go

And when you think you are, you're never alone

It's you and me, boy, I'll be your toy, boy

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

I never ever wanted it to be this way

Why couldn't you have died from cancer or said "I'm gay"?

Because now I'm broken, I'm down, I'm out

But I'm in your house

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Baby, I'll never let you go

And when you think you are, you're never alone

It's you and me, boy, I'll be your toy, boy

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

But if you ever leave me I’m going to kill myself

I never ever wanted it to be this way

Why couldn't you have died from cancer or said "I'm gay"?

Because now I'm broken, I'm down, I'm out

But I'm in your house