i don’t love me - blackbear

Dream another nightmare

I'm in love with all these ghosts

Stumble up a flight of stairs

Wake up all alone

Mixin' up my words now

Don't leave me high and dry

'Cause I'm mixin' up prescriptions

I don't wanna lose my life

I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards

I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore

I kill myself every day a little more

And I need you now like I needed you then

I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I don't love you anymore

I lose myself every day a little more

And I don't need you now like I needed you then

I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I wish that I was someone else

Different face and different home

'Cause I'm cleanin' out my closet

Afraid of what I'll find alone

Now I'm tryin' to remember

What it felt like to hold you

You said, "Why you let yourself down?"

"Why do these demons control you?"

I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards

I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore

I kill myself every day a little more

And I need you now like I needed you then

I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I don't love you anymore

I lose myself every day a little more

And I don't need you now like I needed you then

I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

In the end

In the end

I don't really love you

I can't even hug you

I don't love me

I can't love you