Hit the Wall - Gracie Abrams

I'm a crack in the pavement, I'm a slipknot
I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box
I should know what I'm playin', but I forgot
Felt good for a day, but that stopped
And I once saw clearly, but it's bloodshot
And I want you so badly, but I close off
Like I thought we'd get married, but I guess not
Now you can watch me hit the wall

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

I try to be violent, but I get caught
A room full of doctors and an inkblot
I'm drawn into headlights, have a blind spot
Pull over and wait for too long
I wanna be stable, but I do cave
I use when I'm able, I downgrade
I barely deserve it if you do stay
I wish you would anyway

But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

"A Case of You" playing in the hallway
Hallucinations that I downplay
I'm numb 'til I'm aching for the sharp pain
Watch my blade ricochet

(Time)
Funny, ain't it? Flashbacks of my life
What a waste, oh, what a shame at night
Face-to-face with every girl
That I tried to play, mm, mm

Sooner or later, you'll find out
I live in a pattern of breakdowns
You'll bend to my silence, it's so loud
And then you'll lose me to the crowd

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall (I)
I'm not a problem you can solve (I)
Hit the wall, I just (I-I)
I just, oh