Hard On Myself - DDG

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I wanna be the biggest, I'm hard on myself

Smokin' relievin' tension, I swear that it's hard on my health

Every friendship come with intentions, I'm trustin' myself

Not trustin' nobody else, yeah

Everybody just want a piece of the pie

If I'm the only one feedin' them, do they starve when I die?

Ever since I lost my brother, man, niggas barely would cry

Sad thoughts in my memory that I forget when I'm high

Datin' celebrities can get overly stressed

Niggas will envy you and fans start to fuck with you less

Told her we should just split up to get this shit off the 'net

They was tryna crucify me for an innocent text

Like we actually linked, all the internet cap

I sent that message while in front of her, a tit for a tat

But I ain't think that she would screenshot and post it at that

Back and forth on Twitter, how the fuck I'm 'posed to react?

Oh, I forgot, I'm famous, can't respond to the hate

I'm around the heavy hitters and I'm holdin' my weight

Industry parties with billionaires, surrounded by greats

That shit make me less excited about the M's in my bank

Doin' videos on the 'net, but I'd rather just rap

One day, I'ma take that leap of faith and just focus on that

But the money that I'm gettin' crazy, I can't even cap

Streamin' niggas gettin' fifty million to chill and react, yeah

If I catch another hit, I'ma stop and go ghost

If I can make 100K a show, I never would post

Niggas say that I'm the G.O.A.T., to me, I'm regular folk

I'm humble, I know

Older women, they love me, they say I'm mature

Only twenty-five, but she can tell that my future secure

Younger women always indecisive, they always unsure

I'ma break your heart before we fuck up, your organs insured

Lie to me once, I never would treat you the same

If you fuck with me, then you gon' love it, your ex was a lame

Really introverted, but for money, I do entertain

Focus on the dollars and the passion, it came with the fame

Never needed help from anybody, I do it myself

Wanna be the biggest in this shit, so I'm hard on myself

All new friends got intentions, I'm trustin' myself

Not nobody else

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