Forgiveness - Rina Sawayama

Just when I thought I'd weathered the storm
Rain starts to pour, those same old tears back on my face
No escape, ooh
Ripped out the page, rewrote the play
I did away with heroes and villains and old scores
From cold wars
But the pain isn't done, no, no
When the battle is won

So I'm running in circles again
Reaching dead ends
I guess I'm not over it yet

'Cause I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Sometimes it flips so fast, I don't know
I'm looking for signs
For some kind of highway to letting it go, but
Forgiveness is a winding road

Dead on my feet, walking these streets
I swear that I've been here before
Each way I turn
Yeah, I never learn
I'm chasing blue skies
'Cause I only see clouds in my eyes

So I'm running in circles again
Reaching dead ends
I guess I'm not over it yet

'Cause I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Sometimes it flips so fast, I don't know
I'm looking for signs
For some kind of highway to letting it go, but
Forgiveness is a winding road
Yeah, yeah, hmm

I'm still looking for that highway
Wondering if I went the wrong way
But I ain't lost

'Cause I, I'll be alright
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Yeah, I'm taking two steps back to go forward
I'm looking for signs
For some kind of highway to letting it go
Yeah, I'm out of luck but I still got hope
Yeah, are we nearly there yet? God only knows
But forgiveness is a winding road