All Of The Above - Connor Price ft. Kevin Euerle

I been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
I feel like I may be all of the above
I been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
I been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

Yeah
I just woke up hoping that this would be a much better day
I just spent the morning up tryna learn how to meditate
Anything that could get me right back into this old better state
But that ain't working, maybe I just gotta go get away
Nope, that ain't it, know that's not what I needed
Swear I knew this before, so why do I keep on repeating
Expecting different results like something's going to change
Guess I did this to myself, I think I'm going insane
Okay, look
One side telling me to go all out
Other side telling me, "Stop"
One side telling me to focus on the work and the job
Other side keep telling me, "Nah"
Keep telling me I need a second just to breathe
Need a minute just to rest
But part of me telling me I cannot do that
I'll get all the sleep that I need when I'm dead
Feeling like I'm at the edge
Tiptoeing on the ledge
Quit throwing in the towel
That's not how I'm going out, right now, not yet
But I confess, I been upset
Every morning I been laying in bed
Scrolling through feeds knowing it means
Nothing to me, I'm not my best

I been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
I feel like I may be all of the above
I been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
I been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

I heard I'm successful, I just let 'em guess though
They ask is it stressful doing what you love?
I feel like I'm still lost, maybe that's the real job
I pray that you're real God and everything above

I was counting mistakes
Running up to be safe
Down and out, but like roundabout
So I'm back around, now we stray
I went back around like twenty times
Or like twenty-two, or like twenty-nine
Thought I cracked the code like a dozen times
Hope it pans out like a sunny side
But I know all the circles have a role, ay
Flowers die when the showers dry
But that doesn't mean they didn't grow, ay
Even if it doesn't show, ay
Even if I never know, ay
I see stars in the darkest nights
So I'll find light in this whole thing

I been told I'm lazy, I been told I'm crazy
I feel like I may be all of the above
I been called a waste, well never to my face, hell
I been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

I heard I'm successful, I just let 'em guess though
They ask is it stressful doing what you love?
I feel like I'm still lost, maybe that's the real job
I pray that you're real God and everything above