all i do is spin around you - Chelsea Cutler

Wake up with you in the morning
And make sure there's always flowers
On the island in the kitchen
There's music while you're cooking
We're dancing with a candle
We're laughing through a movie
I kiss you in your sleep
And you say you see right through me
I go to see your family
In New Hampshire on the weekend
Even though you hate my mother
You two are never speaking
We're running on the beach and
Taking pictures of the sun
Now you're losing sleep
And aren't sure that I'm the one

All I do is spin around you, ooooo-oooh
All I do is spin around you

Fly you out to California
And leave letters in your drawers
And make up a secret word
For when you weren't feeling stable
Did you ever build your castle?
Did you ever even care
That I wanted to die?
I think that only made you scared
And I read seven books
So I would see from your position
I would understand your family
I would hear you when I listened
Every time you cried
About the fears that you were facing
All you held inside
And everything you're scared of saying

All I do is spin around you, ooooo-oooh
All I do is spin around you, ooooo-oooh

When you said I was exhausting I believed you
I was hard to love and I was hard to lean to
I don't even recognize me in my body
My perception of myself is how you saw me
You said you chose me more than I chose you
But I put you first more than I was supposed to
I built my world around you at the center
We were young and we were too dumb to know better

You called on the last day I was in Paris
We were fighting and you said you couldn't stand it
And I always talk you down when you couldn't
I make sure that I'm around when I shouldn't
And I need to learn to let you let me go now
'Cause you only hold me back and I hold you down
My heart is breaking every time I wake up
It's impossible to swim inside the wake of us

All I do is spin around you
All I do is spin around you